I have done everything to slightly crack my surface for years

Musician & Artist Annama – a beauty editorial about individuality

“I have done everything to slightly crack my surface for years. Hoping that my actual inside world will shine through to be seen. I always had to change something, never liked what i saw, so I kept changing not for good tho it only got worse, hah. It was on purpose.
Guess that’s a side effect from my modeling job where it’s all about ur look first.
As I’m a musician as well I feel super sensitive to the real shit, to whats going inside. Rather is bright or dark. That’s what really triggers me.
So to me beauty is becoming interesting at the point where you can actually feel it rather than see it. It comes along with a wide emotional response. It’s not just about nice.
And that’s the great part about it – real beauty is useful, even necessary if u ask me. In the sense of that it triggers you, it feeds you and makes u think. U want to explore. Take a watch as an example, delicate look but that’s not it. The entire actual world sits inside.”